I'm Sorry

I'm sorry.
Please just leave me lying here.
I no longer care,
There's no road in my future,
That seems to be leading anywhere.
The unknown future are my fears.
Please pay no attention to my tears.
Maybe I'm just not thinking clear.
But I know what I feel right now,
There's nothing you can say,
For my past mistakes,
I must now pay.

I'm sorry,
Just let me die here,
I'm trying to make it clear.
I don't want help,
I don't want pity.
Only one thing in my life is fitting,
The love I have for one person.
But my life has become nothing bu confusion.
I'm sorry if my words hurt him.
Keep the "old" Kim,
In your memories.
I just can go on no longer.

I'm sorry,
For everything.
The knife has already cut,
But have no fear,
I feel no pain.
My life's blood will flow,
And my white sheets will glow,
With the bright red shine,
Of my life's blood line.

I'm sorry,
I have left you here to grieve,
But please try to see,
My life was heading nowhere.
I loved you then,
I loved you still.
Just look beyond that hill,
And remember the good times,
And how they flew by.

I'm sorry my love,
I'll now watch you from above.
My love will never end,
And my love is what I will continue to send.
I will be there,
I will be here.
Please my love,
Dry your tears.
I live still on inside of you,
We'll never be far apart.
Just look inside your own heart,
And there I'll be,
Smiling and laughing,
And being so care free.
Just how I wish we could be.

I'm sorry,
So many things have gone wrong.
I guess I wasn't as strong,
As you wanted me to believe.
I only regret the child we did not conceive.
But I will look down on you everyday,
Now all that I have left to say...

Is that I'm sorry,
That you loved me.
But it's too late now you see.
When your time comes to leave this world,
I'll be up there,
Waiting for you.
And then we can be.