So; this is new,
Well the surrounding not the feeling.
Who knew,
I'm surrounded by new people and all I can think of is bleeding.
My stomach churns still,
This may no longer be my first day or even week.
Lord knows the voices in my head are getting their fill,
This leaves every part of me feeling weak.
The beat of my hear thumping in my head,
I find myself asking how?
Oh how I wish I could of just stayed in bed,
I find myself asking should I just give up now?
