I don't cry for anyone,
At least not anymore,
It hurts,
But silencing it only hurts more.
Swirling, aching, but never a tear,
Shut away,
What is to fear?
Like razors, gutted, shredded to bits inside,
I want to feel something..but each time, I've near died.
I don't have words, not the right ones, and I am always tripping,
But really, it's due to tears I'm missing.
Please come out. I know I told myself I'd never leak again,
But promises so false, they're untruthful and harmful,
I wished they'd halt, I'd wish they'd end..
You broke me so much that I stopped crying. I'd never let anyone see me weak.
But now..I touch the squishy dimensions of my heart..
Drenched in the filth of you, in the ache of scars,
Slowly..a tear.
But never for you. I won't ever cry for anyone again. Not even..me.
