I can understand the feelings you have penned here...there is much
we want to pour and get across..well done and welcome to the site :)

First off, welcome to P&Q! I really liked this a lot. Theres a lot of us on this site, myself included that have struggled with our words. Well done!

Welcome to the site :) I think that everyone goes through that stage of not being able to articulate exactly what they want to say but I think you have managed to be very eloquent and put forward your thoughts well... Look forward to reading more of your poetry. Milly x

I had that time too, and it got me for a little more than three years. I got to a point where I thought that I wont write again. But that time has passed, it will pass for you too. You already took your first step out of it :)
Welcome onboard!!