Bad Guy?

I think I'm a bad guy
a mean person so to say
I'm sure people would think so
if you listen to what the guy say

I know the guys
and I met a guy
and I feel nothing to anyone
but I caught his eyes

He told his mates
and they bragged about
Teased me with the guy
till it's all they talked about

They pushed us together
and he took that chance
So we talked and chatted
but honestly I treated him like a friend

Sometimes I had a whims
cause life has been boring
What's wrong with one relationship
since I probably be treated like a king

I wish I didn't take it
I wish I didn't agree
Cause what happens next is
all of our misery

I got bored and annoyed
but he got persistent and caring
Clearly we don't match
but no one saw that its jinked

This happened every time
but no one really take my side
They said poor guy
and you better treat him right

It's always a messy breakup
it always has been
Till it got me wondering
is this how I've been?

I've long lost count of
guy I couldn't love back
And for the guy who couldn't work out
I wonder what I lack

They say, "Why would u get a lover,
if u never think to commit."
I say if they cant make me,
why would I be thinking of it?

R.I.R