I hate that you lay frozen and try not to cry yourself to sleep.
I hate when you lose your appetite and refuse to eat.
I hate that when you are hungry, you are to chap-fallen to care.
Stop believing if you're there, they'll be there.
Stop and look at who is where.
I hate that you help people.
people seldom help back.
Stop - calling, inviting, believing.
I hate when you become sad.
Stop caring, and bending.
I hate it when you break.
Stop..don't reach out, so no one can let you down .
Stop being empathetic .
Stop loving, stop....
Stop trying to breathe in and out like it helps clear your thoughts.
I hate it that you ask yourself to stop being you.
I hate that you feel like you don't matter.
I hate it that you let your tears fill your eyes .
then hold them back like someone will actually see if they fall.
Stop...no one is paying attention to anyone but themselves .
Stop telling yourself that everything is okay.
I hate it that you are everyone else's support system .
and your own system is ....non existent .
I hate that you use humor to create a barrier between you the world and your wounds.
I hate that you use logic to excuse people actions.
I hate it that you analyze things .
I hate it that you are stubborn .
I hate it that you never feel fulfilled and use silence as a weapon.
I hate your lack of confidence beneath your high hopes and aspirations .
I hate that your own advice cant help you.
I hate it that you bring happiness into people lives in exchange for sadness.
I hate that you're me, and that I'm you ,and its all we have to talk to.
