I want
To cut
So badly right now.
I have nothing
Anymore.
There is no reason
For me to be
Alive.
The only person
I cared about
Wishes I wouldn’t eat
And wants me
To suffer.
I wish
I had a razor
Right now.
5 plus years
Of being clean,
And I could end it
Right now
If I really wanted to.
I don’t see
A point
Any longer.
The only person
I wanted
Left me.
I don’t want a life
Without them
So I might as well
Do just that.
I’m afraid
That I’ll fail
And I’ll wake up
In pain.
I wish
He still loved me
I wish
He still cared.
I want to die
So badly
Right now.
I already feel dead
So what’s the difference.
