I went deeper
This time
Because I can’t feel
Anything.
I am numb
To the pain
Coursing inside me.
I know it’s not
Healthy,
But I don’t know
What else to do.
Nothing is working
And this is the
Only thing
That has helped
At all.
I can’t get through the day
Without wanting to break
I’m not strong enough.
Life is horrible,
And I’m back to where
I was 5 years ago.
