I am on the verge
of overdosing
on the antidepressants
inside my drawer.
There is no point
to my life.
I want
to end the pain
because living
is misery.
It probably
wouldn't take many pills
for me to do it
either.
I can't bear
to feel like this
for much longer
because I will
kill myself
if it continues.
I wish
this would go away.
I need help,
but I'm afraid.