F0rever

i dont write poems anymore
and the friends i had made
have more then faded away.

now here i am alone.
a shadow of who i once was,
walking down memory lane.

i always told myself that
i wrote poems as a way
to forget the past pain.

now i read them to remember
who i was and where i had been.
except now im alone.

if anything im the same child
playing the same silly games
hoping for a different outcome...

i guess i can continue to be a memory...
lost to the community i was once close to...
poetry closed off to me..
forever