And today I asked God to forgive me
For the sins I did not know
To help me heal and move on
Not to get stuck but to grow
I never intended any harm
By no means that’s not who I am
I’m not the girl who wants to hurt others
I’m the girl who gives a damn
Had I known you were in a relationship
I would have simply walked away
I wouldn’t have gave you a second glance
Not even the time of day
But somewhere in the middle
I somehow lost my way
I missed the signs, all of the signs
I thought what I was doing was okay
I don’t understand how you spent every Friday Night with me
What exactly were you telling her
How did you manage to pull this off
In my mind it’s completely a blur
What was she thinking when you didn’t come home
Did she stay up late all night
Did she call you over and over
What did you say to her to make it all right
How did you think I would feel
Did you count on me finding out
Were you taking your chances of playing the field
Just what are you even about
How did you hold me all night
Knowing that she longed for your love
It’s not adding up, I’m so confused
This is what nightmares are made of
The questions in my head are coming too fast
It’s hard for me even to think
Your answers make no sense whatsoever
They’re missing quite a few links
But perhaps the biggest question of all
The one that I must absolutely know
Is why, just why would you do this
How could you do something so low
