I'm open, I'm hoping,
this isn't the real me,
I'm broken, but coping,
this hopelessness fills me,
not open, you're joking,
this sorrow conceals me,
I'm broken and choking,
this helplessness kills me,
I don't want to be me,
I just want to disappear,
I don't have to be free,
I just have to get out of here,
I'm losing, I've lost it,
I cannot believe this,
not choosing this cross, it,
is hard to relieve this,
amusing, no, not this,
you cannot deceive it,
abusing my conscience,
why must I receive it,
I don't want to be me,
I just want to disappear,
I don't have to be free,
I just have to get out of here,
My mind is a nightmare,
my soul is disaster,
my thoughts, they don't fight fair,
I long for a rapture,
so I can escape this,
my miserable shell,
I'm saying I hate this,
depression is hell,
I don't want to be me,
I just want to disappear,
I don't have to be free,
I just have to get out of here,
I don't want to be me,
I just want to disappear,
I don't have to be free,
I just need to get out of here...
