Where did I go wrong?

Where did I go wrong?
The day I let you go?
The day i said goodbye
The many many hours i spent and still spend crying over the fact you're not nor were you worth any of it
or the fact you aren't ever gonna be the man i want you to be
I love you with my whole heart but I can't love someone who hurt me over and over
I went wrong the day I trusted you...
The day I let you kiss me, and hold my hand
How about they day I left myself at your house well you worked and you came home to a full cooked meal
because that's what you expected from even through I worked a twelve hour shift.
Well, thats gone it's all dead but the love rises about the ashes
And the tares me down every time i think I'm over you.
but deep down i will always love you even though you broke me into a trillion little pieces
I hate you... I love you... I hate you
The fight I fight everyday...