Phantom Lord I have felt very much the same once before, and its still a struggle today. I enjoyed reading your poem because it started out with a lot of emotion and ended the same. You started of making it seem like you've possibly given up hope but then you realize you should fight to live another day. I hope somebody chooses your poem for a winner for the poetry contests. good luck love and keep fighting.

Life has so many ups and downs but it also has a way of surprising you with its many twists and turns. Sometimes things have to be broken right down to make room for a new and better path but be sure that ten and twenty years from now your life will be different in ways you cannot imagine right now. Sending you a warm hug and wishes that 2020 will be a much better year for you. Milly x