An addiction
An addiction that keeps me going
An addiction that keeps me breathing
An addiction that keeps reality in my reach
Its the addiction of cutting
The addiction to see the blade
The addiction to see my blood
The addiction to feel my heart beat
If not for this i would not be living
If not for this life would be a living hell
If not for this i would live in a dark world of my own
If not for this i could not cope...cope to live my life
Every minute
Every hour
Every day
...i struggle with this addiction
And when it over takes me
Again i will struggle with the addiction
The addiction of cutting