Trying to stay strong but slowly dying on the inside I keep catching the feeling like I'm drowning but I know the waters only knee high all the pain a constant reminder of a broken home full of life, lies, sins and drugs. Waking up to a cold sweat reliving the nightmares that I wish that would fade and die away . Tryin to forget but its always the same story wake up for the next day and push the memories to the back of my mind , try to make it thru the whole day maintaining a positive mind set and not breaking down as I walk thru the shallow waters of sorrow, pain and despair hopeful that one day I can keep my head above water .
