A CONSTANT FIGHT

A CONSTANT FIGHT
Everyday is constant fight,
between my body and mind.
A need for food my body calls,
but nothing will it find.

An empty feeling I need to have,
for me to feel alright,
but somewhere deep inside me
i know this isn't right.

I've tried to eat 3 meals a day,
but regret is all I feel,
I'm afraid to see those scales rise,
and reach a record high.

I know not eating isn't right,
and maybe i should eat,
but I'm afraid of putting on weight
this thought i cannot beat.

Sometimes my body will have no fuel,
so its hard to make it through
sometimes i might nearly faint,
and so I struggle to pursue.

Now i need some help from up above,
to change my ways,
And help from the ones down here,
to help me break away.

So everyday is constant fight
between my body and mind,
but i know this constant fight,
will slowly end in time.