Anxiety

by Anne Moore   Jan 7, 2020


Something's in the corner crouching
- a small child that turns its head revealing its dead black eyes-
“Don't forget” it warns

The shadow watching from above
-an angel of death perhaps, perhaps not-
“Will she be mad?” it questions

I feel hot sticky breath on the back of my neck
-a beast with sharp yellowing teeth staring-
“Are they really your friends?”

The other monsters join in
“Did you study? The test is tomorrow.”
“Are they even going to talk to you?”
“That essay is due did you get it done?”
“Did you do everything she told you to do?”
“Who's going to backstab you next?”

I'm on the verge of screaming
I close my eyes
One, Two, Three
I realize I'm holding my breath
I breathe in
Four, Five, Six
I'm shaking
I breathe out
Seven, Eight, Nine
They're all gone I tell myself
Hoping it’s true
Ten
I open my eyes and I'm all alone
Thank god

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  • 4 years ago

    by Poet on the Piano

    Missed reading your poetry, Anne!

    It's so accurate and so jarring how anxiety can take on voices, and you aptly described them as monsters joining in. It can be incredibly hard to find peace and truly relax when every thought in our mind is reflecting on our decisions, if we did this or that right, what we could have done better, etc. Then there are the thoughts that try and convince us we won't be liked, or that certain interactions weren't real or sincere, just us interpreting them as such. They nag at us and we just want sweet silence.

    Well-penned, thanks a bunch for sharing <3

  • 4 years ago

    by Ben Pickard

    A really sad piece to read, Anne but very dark and highly effective.

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