Last Goodbye

I bite my tongue to stop the tears that are welling in my eyes
I wish you were here to hold me as my heart slowly dies
Loving you is intoxicating yet it makes me unbearably sick
You poison me and drag me down
Yet your the only one I'd pick
I wish that i could see you and make my wish come true. You say we are forever
We have this amazing bond i only wish that i could sever.
So maybe i could forget you and stop this addiction that i have
And let my scars heal over and stop these never ending tears
I wish that i could stop playing hide-and-seek with all my fears
I wish i could go for one day without thinking about you
But i tell you I'm alright and i lie about the things i do
Cuz i don't want you to worry
I just want you to love me
I know that i am messed up but i don't want you to see
That every single moment is breaking my heart
And every single goodbye is playing it's part
In this tangled web of love i am so dangerously stuck in.
I'm falling apart, there is no way that i can win.
Maybe we shouldn't talk anymore
I'll say goodbye one last time and tell you that i love you.
This will leave me empty
Broken and alone
If only we could have been together
You'd have been so perfectly perfect for me