Ohh, this hits hard <3

This reminds me of how we try as hard as we can to enjoy each moment, relish when we feel victorious and like we can get through this, because so often the next day or two can be a whirlwind of emotions, reality letting us fall hard and it's like the last few days are suddenly unknown or no longer tangible... going from knowing and tasting and touching happiness to feeling the dread come back, to realizing just how different it can be. And that's not easy. No amount of wishing can suddenly force that euphoria in the way we had it before.

All the love to you. I felt this.