We never got enough time.
We really didn’t;
And my heart aches because of it.
I was never really ready to let you go and I sincerely never stopped loving you-
I just realized that it wasn’t fair
to either of us to continue fantasizing about a life we couldn’t have.
I knew that I wasn’t being fair to myself or to you when I fell in love with you but;
I had to let myself live it out because that love was so pure it could’ve melted gold.
Thing is-
We never needed anything more than forehead kisses or late night walks around the city.
We never needed anymore than long happy laughter and hugs so deep
our souls felt it.
We had what everyone else wanted but couldn’t get because it’s so rare and not easily found.
Now here I am;
Three years later and it’s been months since I’ve seen you.
My heart still aches for those hugs.
Every time I hear Taylor’s Cornelia street I think of you-
There’s literally not one lyric in that song that doesn’t remind me of you.
My boyfriend gets mad that I’ll listen to you over literally anyone else and-
My dad hugs me and tells me it’s okay when I tell him I miss you.
I do miss you.
So much.
We never got enough time but honestly-
There was never going to be enough time in the world for us because I could spend an eternity with you by my side.
