Lately I been wondering if
You care about the friendship we've lost
Did it ever really matter to you
That this is the final cost
Does it ever get contemplated
By the thoughts in your mind
That you just pushed away your best friend
And that it was a friendship hard to find
Do you ever sit and wonder
What the hell went wrong
Why you couldn't come half way to sort it out
That we could solve our problems and get along
Why doesn't it seem to phase you
Its almost like you don't even care
Perhaps everything that we created was lies
And your intention was never always be there.
But doesn't it hurt just a little
Doesn't it stop you sleeping late at night
Why your best friend thinks you don't give a rats
How you can get along thinking thats alright
I mean its not like I'm some stranger
Who doesn't know you from a bar of soap
I thought our friendship was valued you by you
I believed it was both our hope
And then all of a sudden we don't talk
And you never bother call
The daily visits slowly ceased to occur
And now we hardly speak at all
And most of all it gets to me
That it doesn't seem to irritate you
And that pushing me further and further away
Is it seems is what you are intending to do.
I have stopped by your house
With meaningless excuses to drop by
The way you look at me threw your screen door
Almost makes me breaks down and cry
You didn't even invite me in
Didn't care to ask how my life had been
Whats been going with me
Since this has happened and in between
Not a I'm glad you decided to drop past hun
I think you and i should have a chat
Its been a while and we're still mates
So tell me where you like is at
I gave you opportunities to make a menz
I let there be conversation for you to initiate
But continuously I'm brushed aside
What I'm getting from you is like hate.
And hate i can accept
If i know what i have done wrong
Its only human to tell me straight
So i can find it easier to move on.
But i can't even obtain
That sort of information from you
And its really made me realise
That i don't wanna be friends with YOU....
