A looooong story- no its a dream-no its a poem! I am confused

“The departure”-Dream 4

I fell asleep while reading a book
A book about a girl, just like me
Very soon I was engaged in a dream
About the same girl in that book

A valley separated two peaks
Peaks with name Joy and Sorrow
She was standing in this valley
Looking at the peak called Sorrow

She was crying with lot pain
Her thought s were wandering for him
Her eyes were tired of waiting
Tears never waited for permissions.

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She held a mobile in her hand
Waiting for an exact number to flash
For each ring her heart pounded
But never she saw that number ring

Days were passing by and by
Hopes were dying part by part
What held her love away from her?
I grew curious to know the reason.

She couldn’t control waiting anymore
To hear his voice was the only dream
But when she finally heard his hellos
She turned so pale just like a dead

She didn’t dare to speak with him
Nor she could bare him go away
She couldn’t decide what she wanted
And so she let others design her future

When they asked to marry a stranger
All her feelings began to explode
She could no more control her emotions
Nor think of marrying some one else

With great effort she managed to react
A last phone call she made to her lover
A big silence followed with sighs
Explained the whole pain to her love

She begged to meet for a final time
On the same place where they met first
But breaking her hopes and prayers
He remained silent to her request

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Time never stopped its duty
The day she asked to meet came up
She started the journey on her red engine
All the way drowned in thoughts

Finally she reached that place
Where they met for the first time
The visions of past played in her eyes
Breaking her feelings even more

She sat on the green loan for a long
Waiting and remembering old days
It made her eyes stuck on that ring
The one he gave her symbolizing their love.

Sun was above her when she arrived
IT drifted from her away and away
Slowly the rays of light disappeared
She screamed his name, but no one came.

She was weeping like a wrecked soul
Her cries echoed in that valley
Her veil was dragging on the ground
She folded her hands like a beggar

Like a mad she was leaving the place
Shivering and mumbling she sat in her car,
Her eyes still wandering for him
But she couldn’t find a glimpse of him

Her heart was shattered into pieces
All her hopes were burnt into ashes
Yes! That was the end of the dream
Filling my eyes the vision vanished

But I didn’t want such a sad end
And why did the girl look like me?
I wish, some pages in this book was lost
In a hope of, true love never failing.

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Wrote in 1999. I know it is a stupid poem. But i just wanted to write down this stupid dream as i see it now and then. IT makes no sense. Its weired... Errrrrr......Sorry for the torture!