listen closely,
What you are afraid of telling me i know already.
I know you love me
I kno w i am the only person that you have connected with
I know that you stringing me along wondering if theres something better out there
Mayb someone more outspoken, perhaps someone more submissive
If love was ever enough my depression would not exist
I fuel my hopes every day thinking you will finally pick me
Pick me to be by your side
cook your meals, rub you head, hear your future plans, make love, carry your seed,
Whats a world without you choosing me while i already choose you
you moving on on the lookout for someone better than me and me sitting here waiting for the impossible
I sit here and wonder how did God decide who get a to spend their lives with their soulmate and whose gets to spend their whole life in search - their better half.
Who gets to meet their soulmate and their union to ignite too much that they have to keep from eahc other and setlle for someone else all while knowing they love each other,
It seems as though only one that find their lover are to be happy- is only that part of their life make sense
because is their fairness in this life at all
because i am hurting because i love 2 men that wont chose me.
2 men that done deserve my pouring love.
