Hey, welcome to P&Q! Your profile said you joined today! I’m not a super active member, but I’ve stalked around this site since 2005. :)

You communicated significant pain in your poem. Love is so difficult - it invites the deepest joys in our lives, while giving over the tool to someone to hurt us deeper, too. Writing was made for the broken heart. Keep seeking to find words for your grief and pain. It can help bleed off the poison for a while.