Heartbroken beyond words... the meaning of wearing a lot of makeup, the tremble of your voice, the small things you change to make up for it or steer others clear. Do you remember that quote from Stephen Chbosky? "We accept the love we think we deserve". How, even if we think we are broken, and we will take whatever love we can get it, even if there is pain as a consequence, we rationalize it.

Emotional, so darn emotional...