I'm just so sick of this writer's block
There's so many emotions trapped inside my mind
Broken hearts and memories, past lives and tragedies
I wish I could just forget it all, leave it all behind
Yet something wont let me end it all
So many days I just go through the motions
Not actually being aware of this life I live
The same old night shift, my days off I struggle
I just don't know what to do anymore
Going from being young and free to
Walking through my life senselessly
Feeling like im suprested inside my shell
Nobody to lean on, through the tough times
Feeling like all the weight is on my shoulders
For once I just wanna break free
Get drunk let loose and be carefree
So tired of fighting, denying, and crying
My soul it's breaking baby can't you see
I'm dying ever so slowly, as I struggle to live
Something has got its claws on me
Sucking away every bit of joy from my life
I just wanna be happy, laugh the pain away
When is something gonna come along
To breathe life back into me
I don't wanna do this anymore
So many times I try to let it go
But the tears just won't flow freely
Instead my chest aches and my head aches
Wanting to scream at the top of my lungs
As I watch my life spiral out of control
I cling to this depressed life with all my might
Scared of the changes that could fix it
