"Just friends" it’s the phrase we speak
underneath this phrase, I weep
I want so much more baby
it's creating a battle within my soul,
you see I'm falling fast
Your kind, sweet, and caring
More then he could ever be
I wanna kiss your lips
feel your touch upon my skin
I wanna lay across your chest
feel you close to me
I know you lost all hope in love
I completely understand why
now as I lay wide awake at night
Wondering what to do
You're my picture perfect man
The kind of guy I dreamt of
All these endless nights ago
You listen to me and actually care
Something that's always been so rare
If only I can prove to you
That you didn't have to fear me
I'm not the woman society
makes me out to be, can't you see
I'm loyal, caring and have a big heart
I may not be the most attractive anymore
Unlike the day we met as neighbors
But I've got so much more to offer
Deep inside my shattered soul
Is a beauty I want you to see
I've fought a hard life as you can tell
Being near you makes me see potential
The potential in me he keeps concealed
With him, my happiness fades away
He hasn't touched me since October 27th
Which irritates the hell out of me
The other night at your house
All I kept hoping for was your touch
A hug that was so tight around my arms
When you laid in your bed
I fought every urge to Crawl in beside you
and hold you tight in my arms
I can't help the way I feel for you
now that I know your views
I know you'll only ever be my hidden desire
A forbidden love between friends
As much as it will pain me to watch
I'll be happy as your best friend
Someone, you can talk to if you need
You're the sexiest man I've seen
I'm making the jump and falling hard
I know you won't catch me
But I've learned to fly.
