Two and a half years
That’s what the state took from me
five missed birthdays
three christmases
Potty training, first days of school
Countless adventures meant for me and both of you
You were ripped from my arms
with harsh judgment and false reports
I know I’m not perfect
Nobody is perfect there is no such thing
However, my love, my pain, this ache
It’s the perfect example
Of a broken system
I had a place for you
It was supposed to be home with me
You’ll always be in my heart
Even though we were never supposed to part
You belong home with our loving Family
With Talan and Kenz
And your Dad and me
Being away from you
It shattered my very soul
I miss you every second of every day
Every time I come home to a house
Missing the echoes of where your laughter should be
Missing my babies come to me saying mommy
Missing your hugs and kisses
Now i have to sit back as you call
Your foster parents mom and dad
You belong home with me
But sometimes i can't help but think your better off
I’m fighting for you one day you’ll see
But who’s to say it was right or wrong
My only fear is your pain and hurt
