Mom

I don't try to hurt you
I want you here to stay
but all I feel is hurt
when you try to push me away

I try to tell you everyday
what you mean to me
but your love is hidden
your love I never see

sometimes I start to think
that I've done something wrong
maybe I'm not good enough
maybe I don't belong

what did I do to you
what did I say
what have I done so wrong
for you to treat me this way

Is it tha I'm not perfect
I don't abide by your every wish
is it i'm a mistake
is that why you treat me like this

is it that I love someone
that finally treats me right
or is it that I'm headstrong
that I've finaly learned to fight

all I asked from you
is to finally have you there
but I've given up now
because I no longer care

I can't wait for the day
that you finally see
I can't wait around no more
I'm going to be free

** mom if you ever read this i hope u know and understand now how I feel I do love you but it does get hard**