I'm sorry you have to be subjective to this. It's a tough place to be when you are dealing with a dysfunctional family. Just trying to carve out a niche of sanity seems about impossible. Stay strong, you will not always in that house and when you are out from under all of that you will be able to just breathe and live your life. Hugs-

I'm sorry you had to go through all of that. I hope that things are a little bit better now with your family now that you've gotten older. I hope you're okay.