Sober Thoughts

How did we get here
How did we fall apart

A moment in time
There was happiness
We were happy
But some time in February

Time-shifted
Emotions unbalanced
Sadness replaced our happiness

Treating each other as enemies
No longer on the same path
But I STILL LOVE YOU

Voices being raised
Neither one is listening
march 8
the day you left

my heartstrings
were screaming
Pulling reaching for YOU

I don’t want you to go

But filled with pride
Filled with hurt
Filled with anger

I stood quiet
I let you go

I needed my space
I needed peace
I need my thoughts under control

I never stopped loving you

It’s been two months
I let go of the drama
But not you

You are all I think of
day and night

But as the devil worked
Negativity overpowered
Doubt consumed us
Never together

I went numb

I didn’t want to believe it
Was something I had to accept
If we are meant to be
we will cross paths again

Even if deep down
those words
were killing me inside

I just knew

Just maybe being apart
Things will calm down
we will get back together

Saving the ring
It’ll be better than before
If the love was real
Love will conquer all

If it not
I do pray
Happiness finds you again