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by Jay Colon May 21, 2020 category : Sadness, depression / about death
Every day I take on a lot I go out my way I do everything from the heart Still, I say nothing I keep it all to myself I just want the pain to stop My chest gets tight I cry in silence Yet I still feel like I’m drowning I help everyone else Where is my help? Mentally breaking Suffocating I just want to be free No one to hurt me Not family Not Courtney Maybe just be in a better place Just completely in peace And everyone moves on Live their lives Maybe than They just might care Love me See me hear me Until than Let me share my darkness with you Thoughts of suicide exist Contemplating Should I Should I not Every time She exists Depression rises The devil persists Just take this pill Take some more end your life Nobody cares Maybe than They just might care Love me See me hear me While I was still there