I'm human

Go ahead
Tell them
the things I did

Leave out everything you did
still, I gave you a chance
And never left
I stood with you

After your boyfriends
After Your girlfriend

I took the risk
we got Engaged
a family on the way

You left me
and still
I’m wrong
For wanting space

So go ahead
Tell them
the things I’ve done

If that makes you feel relieved
Tell them my imperfections

The anger
Defensive
Dissimulate

Just to avoid
Confrontation
Arguing
I stood quiet
Or said ok

At my worse
Communication is difficult
I shutdown
I give the silent treatment

Racing thoughts
Running in circles
Feels like I’m going insane

So I suppress my emotions
Numbing myself

Not understanding
I’m not perfect

I’m just telling you
I’m here
Begging you

Please love me
Hear me
See me
I love you
You fail to see it

So go ahead
Tell them
The human I am