Why

Why why why
Is my mind drowning
I know that I am melting
I know I’m supposed to hate you
300%

But the thing is
You cover it all up
All you say
Is more than I want to hear

You pick me up
My body and soul
And you are all that you are
You don’t hide yourself

That’s what I like about you
No matter how much I try to hate you
I love how you are
I love who you are

No matter how I try to forget about you
I can’t

I might be special to you
But weeks later
You are going to be a dad

You were and are a very special friend to me
You always will be
But I know
There’s a part of you
That’s missing

I want to be a piece of what’s missing
But I don’t know what I want from you
I just want to be there for you and I hope you are there for me
When I need you

I just don’t know
How I am supposed to be around you

But I know you will always be special
No matter how much I hate you
I love who you are
And just want to be a part of you

No matter how much we are apart
Some how I think of you every day
You are like the clouds in the sky
Your shades change but you are beautiful

Thanks and goodbye
Is what I am supposed to say
But for now all I could say is
How much I think of you every day
But will never say that to you

I love you
I don’t know why but I do
I just want the best for you
That’s all I want for you