I have chills. I can relate in a way and another. at least to how I have interpreted your poem. All I could feel while reading this poem is anxiety..your description was so vivid and touching. Your word choice made it so real I can see myself rather than the character hiding in my room. Closing ears and shutting myself out of the rage outside. These things and these moments never go away. They actually grow with us . I am really moved by this poem. hugs all the way to you*