Soul split

Fake smiles for all around to see,
Yet something is dying inside of me...
You sprouted wings and flew away,
How stupid I was to think you would stay...
There is no reason to place any blame,
Either way the outcome stays the same...
I am now constantly lost in my own mind,
Searching desperately for a happier time...
But those special moments left with you...
Making my soul permanently split into two...