I sit here and wonder
where have I gone wrong?
I don't know whats happening
it seems as id everything went from perfect,
to absolutely wrong
I feel so abandoned
I feel so alone
Everyone is changing
right before my eyes
It seems as if I'm the only normal one
all my friends from way back when,
they've become something else
something different
something wrong
but as i start to think again
I realize I'm just as strange as them
I too, have my problems
and I am changing too
I am pulling away from people
I sit alone in my room
I never see my family
My sister claims to hate me
she wishes I would die
I don't know what to do
This loneliness is overwhelming
I have no one to talk to
no one is ever there
there are no shoulders to cry on
all my friends have moved on
they gave up on me
just like I had given up on them
and now I wish i hadn't pulled away
because now I need them most
but it is my fault i suppose
I just want to say I'm sorry
for all the times I was never there
all the memories we never shared
I just want a second chance
another opportunity to be welcomed
back into your life
