You made me feel so special
You made me feel so loved
Your touch would make me feel so warm inside
I wanted to be with you all my life
I thought these feeling would last forever
never die
always in my heart
but something changed
you went away
I didn't see you for 2 weeks
or maybe 3
the first week was hard
I missed you so much
I was so depressed
I wanted to be with you so badly
But I didn't let myself
The thought of having these feelings so strong
it was scary
I didn't want to become too attached
If I lost you then I think I would've died
I was determined to pull away
Then another guy comforted me
he was there
we talked on the phone 24/7
I was finding that I began thinking about him more and more
and you less and less
we were on the phone from 12am to 4
I started wishing I had gotten to know him before
and now that you are back with me
its as if I don't need you anymore
I don't miss you when were not together
your hugs no longer make me feel all warm
your kisses mean nothing
I'd might as well kiss a mirror
I know this is harsh
but this is how I feel
and I no longer have feeling for you
I want to have feelings
I really do
I want to love you
the way you love me
but some things are just not meant to be
I know you still love me
So I will stay with you for now
although I cannot lie
I think its time for things to end
never forget the past
all the fun times we shared
all our inside jokes
I hope we can still be friends
remember when we were going into this?
I said I didn't want to lose a friend
and I still want to be a part of your life
