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by Walter Aug 10, 2020 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
It's when you wake but still feel sad There's no escape when life is bad Your heart it hurts but hardly beats As you lay still between the sheets You feel exhausted and yet can't sleep Nor can escape from problems deep You want to run but barely walk You want to scream and yet can't talk Your keys in hand and out the door You cannot take this anymore Begin to drive but don't know where The road you're on will take you there A car park on an empty beach A place deserted and out of reach And witness something you never knew Watch as the sky turns slowly blue You see the sun begin to rise Your demons suddenly paralyzed And even for the briefest while You feel so guilty for your smile
by Skyfire
I relate to this a lot. Feeling like you're constantly living in opposites. Good write.
by Walter
Hi Skyfire...that's exactly it, opposite extremes and no middle ground. Thank you for your comment :)