by Poetically Vivid Aug 12, 2020
category :
Love, romance /
lost love
I don’t even know where to begin , The pain I feel is repetitive. You come back in my life just to leave again I’m starting to think my hurt is inevitable. I’m still hurting and I don’t know how to make it stop , I try to think of something else but I still constantly drown in my own thoughts. I’m so tired of still hurting , can I be healed please ! With all this pain & hurt I feel like I’m not even me , this hurt runs deep and the tears won’t change a thing . I’m still hurting so what else can I do ? I hate you because you hurt me when you simply didn’t have too. I was doing fine , you should’ve left me alone , you came into my life and ruined me now I’m hurting way more than I was before . I’m still hurting . |
by ysc
I resonate with this so much. |
Such raw emotion in this, especially with feeling like the pain is repetitive and there isn't an escape from it, when you perhaps had a handling on it, or were learning how to cope with it. Then everything is shattered. I'm so sorry, and no one deserves to be hurt in these ways. As you penned, what can be the hardest is when the pain drowns out who we are, or our own voice, and we fight to just be heard or have some other focus. |
Thank you . Stay tuned for the new one I’m writing . |