Twisted and tortured,
I'm triggered by silence,
these thoughts deep inside me,
have all turned to violence,
haunted and weary,
your voice is like sirens,
it keeps me awake,
like it's pulling my eye lids,
I'm awake but I'm still pretending,
I just break, I don't ever bend,
my dreams are not so hopeful to me,
they turn to nightmares in the end,
Struggling, I'm losing,
there's really no hope here,
it's not what I'm choosing,
and I just can't cope, fear,
it's just so abusing,
I'm starting to choke, dear,
your words are confusing,
but my heart, it is broke, clear,
I'm awake but I'm still pretending,
I just break, I don't ever bend,
my dreams are not so hopeful to me,
they turn to nightmares in the end,
I'm awake but I'm still pretending,
I just break, I don't ever bend,
my dreams are not so hopeful to me,
they turn to nightmares in the end,
My dreams are not so helpful to me,
they're all just nightmares in the end...
