I belive that i can not die
I have tried to commit suicide so many times
I got in a wreck last week
The paramedics said this wreck was so unique
They said this wreck should have left me dead
But im not dead its just messing with my head
Every night now i dream of myself dieing
Now i always wake up crying
Why do i have to be alive
In this world i will never thrive
I have escaped death so many times but why
I look up every day at the sky
And just wonder why im here
Year after year
I just wish this life will come to a stop
Because i will never rise to the top
I should be dead but never the less
Im stuck in this life with so much stress
