On My Knees

I live my life on my knees.

"You live your life on your knees; a sex joke?"

No.
I live my life on my knees, a never ending apology.
A futile plea for forgiveness for crimes I did not commit
But yet still carry the weight of.
I live my life on my knees,
In puddles of blood from scraped skin
And constant pain of torn ligaments.
And I am sorry.