Inside voice

You don't know what to say to me,
or even where to start,
you don't know how to stop me,
from tearing apart your heart.
yes i really love you,
and yes i always will,
but inside my head there is a voice,
screaming yourself you must kill.
yes i am going to miss this world,
but i no longer have a choice,
because i can't do anything,
but obey my inside voice.
it's screaming inside me now,
i am pulling at my hair,
i wish the other me would go away,
because for you i really care.
my thoughts are deceiving,
of death and of life,
but then that voice screams out at me,
kill yourself with that knife.
but you see i have already been dying,
because my mind makes me crazy,
so as the tears stream down my face,
the blood rush makes everything hazy.
i see what will be the last,
drop of blood from me,
for now my body and eyes are weak,
and i have set my soul free.