I sit here and think about you
my mind and soul feel so peaceful
I feel like I am on cloud nine
then a lighting storm strikes
I fall from my cloud
I hit the ground so hard
I realized I was dreaming
and that it was all a lie
you never did love me
but that is what I just tell myself
I don't want the pain of knowing
don't want the pain of caring
just for someone I cant have
that makes my tears fall
I hate this world and what has happened
so I just think about you smiling face
and I feel back on cloud nine
closest to heaven I will ever be
cause I am trapped in this living hell
so far away from you
