I need to dig deep /
My Conscious won't speak /
Stop living please /
I say the worst things to me /
Lunatic genes /
When I'm in crisis you won't see /
Walk like I got a concussion /
Can't even hold a discussion /
You know what I seek /
My death on TV /
That's why I get high
on something green /
You can call me a dope fiend /
Everything I want to be /
Falls apart and I can't seem /
To ever
grasp the ground /