You took your life too soon
So many things left unsaid
I wish I would have knew
I wish the signs I would have read
Now we cant get back the time
That is now forever lost
So many times I should have reached out to you, Now I'm paying the cost
I'm thankful I at least got to know a bit of you
I wish I could have learned the rest
The moment I found out you were gone
My heart ripped out of my chest
You had so much personality, you were beautiful but extremely tough
Even though you had incredible parents
You definitely had it rough
I couldn't imagine what you were thinking
In those very last moments on earth
It almost feels like yesterday
When I seen my sister giving birth
I was so happy when we reunited
It felt I was given another chance
If only i would have taken it more serious
I'm now stuck in a flashback trance
I wish I would have held you closer, & knew the words you wanted to hear
That would have prevented you from taking your life, & giving a chance to another year
There was so many things you taught me
You gave me my biggest lesson yet
Hold the ones you love tighter then ever
With you this is what I mainly regret
I should have put more effort in, I'm sorry I let you down
Maybe it you knew how much we all loved you
At this moment you would still be around
Too many unanswered questions, they've been floating around in my mind all day
At least your soul is at rest now
You would have turned 23 this May
Even though you chose to end your life
For ours you will always live on
Even if it's in the form of pictures & recordings
Your presence is the only thing that's gone
