She is surreal if she thinks her approach will be welcomed
after cracking our blind bond with lightning of betrayal.
How dare she insult me and wish me to waver her abandonment
after she strayed away with him in her tainted arms.
She claimed to be from a background of abuse,
which was as unconfirmed as mine was,
yet never did I disbelieve her disclosure.
It's not that I would let her burn,
but it is never easy when she is involved,
waiting for her to unwind form her latest mood
to then find out whose side she is on.
I question if she would see my throbbing fear
over his pleading desperation.
I question if she could truly spend so many years with him
without catching the habit of his evil ways.
I question if a promise would somehow allow me
to trust in her apologies and pleas,
but she broke so many promises
when she broke my heart,
following him instead of me.
I question if you she will ever read these words I write,
because if so I know my message will not sit right,
but if you see our burning bond going up in flames
and the smoke begins to choke you with guilt and regret,
please remember all of this is because of you,
and because you chose to deny
what your heart already knew.
