My naive heart forgave you once,
when you came begging for another chance.
I wanted to believe in you,
believe that you believed me too.
I convinced myself that you didn't choose
to turn a blind eye on my abuse -
just so he would never leave you,
but deep down I knew
there would always be too much of him
tangled up in you.
Your uninvited beats of guilt
do not belong to me,
for it is you who gives in to his siren
and falls for his bouquets of lies and apologies.
You cannot open your eyes wide enough to see the truth
because every time you try,
he closes them for you -
and you let him
every
single
time!
Please say if you wish differently,
for a life of hopes and dreams,
then ask yourself who spoils them.
Who stands in your way?
(I know, because he almost blurred mine too!)
It was not me who lost my loving heart,
I just learned to protect it better.
Thus, I shall never forgive you twice...
You can never be a part of me,
for you shall always be the biggest part of him.
